:)))

at last...

i'm called for the UiTM master's interview on 3/10/05 from 830am-1230pm..
wish me all the best of luck ppl

feast on this!

something for the eyes...check it out!!!

www.gudang.name.my

it's me again

bz again (more likely off the hook)...

my life's a whole massive entangled wires that i'll need to sort out a strand at a time & it's causing me a lifetime!!!!

anyway..i'm planning to pursue my masters hopefully by the end of this year (yeay!!!) & become yet another graduate pondering what to do with poor miserable life...wish me all the best ppl. what i'll be doing? hmm...visual communications in UiTM Shah Alam...broad prospect i hear from the experts.

til then, i'll still be working @ my miserable place in cyberjaya until further outcome of my masters application. by the way, i'll still have like 4 miserable months to complete my 1 year in that company so wish me well & hopefully i'm brave to go through the 4 months...

hope i'm still sane though... :)

magic

this piece may be interpreted as a dark piece, but i didn't intend to write it that way...it's up to you to interpret it :)

magic mirror shows me light
walk through it see new sight
relax...enjoy my ride...
i fly through shadows
i see their hearts, i feel their desire
i know the fear...
they dance the way they were thought
praising the dead, blood, pain...
a dagger rose...th ol' ancient one
it swifts, turns...spirals & burns
seeks revenge, seeks life...
it rose to find its right...

8:0pm, unit 16, 24/4/00

memories

i see many faces
faces remind me of my past
raced my pace, walked it fast
leaving memories behind
never try to unwind
i feel no more pain
relax in pours of rain
i feel like a child again
having cycle rides and chases with friends
trying to ignore but i fail
hear voices inside my head
yelling
kicking
screaming
it's all out of range
winds blowing different ways
slightly past my side
i don't know what to say...
i'm left with unanswered thoughts
i need my consciousness
make me awake again
i'm blue in peace...

2:16am, PTPL roadside, 10/6/00

intuisi

biarkan kenangan menjadi bisa
biarkan bisa mengubat jiwa
jiwa ini jiwa daif
jiwa ini telah lama kehausan
jiwa ini telah lama diabaikan dalam pondok usang hampir reban
jiwa ini dambakan kebenaran
jiwa ini dambakan keikhlasan
jiwa ini rindukan kedamaian, ketenangan...

4:25am, B24 UNIMAS, 10/1/04

fantasi

di sini
berdirinya seorang insan bergelar manusia
punya arah dan impian
namun tiada kemudi
kerananya dia tidak punya
kudrat untuk mengemudi
disebabkan dirinya dinakhodai
kelemahannya sendiri...
di sana pula...
seorang lagi insan
seolah-olah mengharapkan adanya sinar
mengharap cahayanya memberi kesempatan padanya
untuk membetulkan kesilapan silam...
tapi...
adakah harapannya tinggal harapan semata??
atau fantasi???

5:16am, unit 16, 15/2/00

~~holiday~~

i will be away...in kuching...just to relax my tousled up mind & emotions :)
pls do not miss me...
i'll be back with more materials (hopefully)

Apa dia

Apa dia

sampai kapan dia harus termenung
sampai kapan harus dia terus merenung
sampai kapan perlu dia sedar
sampai kapan perlu dia ingat
sampai kapan harus dia peduli
sampai kapan...

sesungguhnya Dia tidak akan memberi petunjuk kepada mereka melainkan mereka sendiri berusaha mengubah keadaan mereka

dia masih di situ, menanti
apa yang dia nantikan
apa yang dia cari
apa yang dia tahu?

dia tunggu rahmat,
dia cari petunjuk
dia minta simpati
tetapi dia tidak tahu apa-apa...

English Poetry

dillusion/illusion/confusion
frm a v.tired person (grin, grin)

so far away...
yet i see you, i feel you
you are there...

but you never see me, feel me
but you are there...

only for me to realize i'm insecure
only for me to realize there's no cure
only for me to realize i'm bare....

or is it...
is it you who realized you're bare
is it you who realized you've got no cure
you who you realized you're insecure?

why did you make me go through all this
why did you make me the way i am
why did you hate me
why...?

it'll soon heal, the wound in me
or will it?






Puisi Melayu

Metamorfosis

*nota: saya tahu sajak ini dah dikategorikan dalam arkib sajak anjungcafe & communityzero.com/penyair, tapi saya nak tengok betapa baik/buruknya sajak ciptaan saya ini. kritikan membina anda amat saya hargai -Nhams-*


Kadangkala manusia itu sendiri bertanya...
Mengapakah ia dilahirkan ke dunia
tujuannya menjalani kehidupan dan penghidupan...
Namun ada kalanya ia sendiri alpa
lalu tidak mengenal dirinya siapa
Hanyut dalam kalut kemelut kota
Lemas dalam noda dan dosa
Ia tersedar lalu menangis
Tapi ia telah terlewat
Ia berlalu sebagai manusia leka
Pergi meninggalkan sisa yang tiada ertinya
melangkah dalam keberatan dan kesangsian
Hinggalah ia mempelajari sesuatu yang baru
tapi...sampai bilakah ia harus terus berpura-pura
Hakikatnya jelas tiada selindung mahupun mendung
Adakah ia benar-benar sedar bahwasanya ia hidup itu
hanya sementara atau untuk berbakti?
Ia terus berfikir lalu bermusafir
Mencari harga diri yang telah hilang
Memahami kehidupan serba fana ini
Ia memerhati lumrah alam ini
Duduk sendiri termenung lagi
ia mendalami maksud hati yang sepi...

welcome!

hi!

this blog is solely for u ppl out there who feels like letting ur creative juices flow in poetry. hah! betcha didn't knw i'm into poetry eh? it's ok..i don't pinnalize anyone :D

rules?
simple rules applied: anyone can post their piece & comment on others' piece. language used in poetry? ANYTHING also can! (i'm serious!!) i just 1 all of u 2 enjoy & let urselves release whtever feelings, frustrations etc. in ur piece.

wht r u ppl waitin 4? start posting 'em poems!


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