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:)))

at last... i'm called for the UiTM master's interview on 3/10/05 from 830am-1230pm.. wish me all the best of luck ppl

feast on this!

something for the eyes...check it out!!! www.gudang.name.my

it's me again

bz again (more likely off the hook)... my life's a whole massive entangled wires that i'll need to sort out a strand at a time & it's causing me a lifetime!!!! anyway..i'm planning to pursue my masters hopefully by the end of this year (yeay!!!) & become yet another graduate pondering what to do with poor miserable life...wish me all the best ppl. what i'll be doing? hmm...visual communications in UiTM Shah Alam...broad prospect i hear from the experts. til then, i'll still be working @ my miserable place in cyberjaya until further outcome of my masters application. by the way, i'll still have like 4 miserable months to complete my 1 year in that company so wish me well & hopefully i'm brave to go through the 4 months... hope i'm still sane though... :)

magic

this piece may be interpreted as a dark piece, but i didn't intend to write it that way...it's up to you to interpret it :) magic mirror shows me light walk through it see new sight relax...enjoy my ride... i fly through shadows i see their hearts, i feel their desire i know the fear... they dance the way they were thought praising the dead, blood, pain... a dagger rose...th ol' ancient one it swifts, turns...spirals & burns seeks revenge, seeks life... it rose to find its right... 8:0pm, unit 16, 24/4/00

memories

i see many faces faces remind me of my past raced my pace, walked it fast leaving memories behind never try to unwind i feel no more pain relax in pours of rain i feel like a child again having cycle rides and chases with friends trying to ignore but i fail hear voices inside my head yelling kicking screaming it's all out of range winds blowing different ways slightly past my side i don't know what to say... i'm left with unanswered thoughts i need my consciousness make me awake again i'm blue in peace... 2:16am, PTPL roadside, 10/6/00

intuisi

biarkan kenangan menjadi bisa biarkan bisa mengubat jiwa jiwa ini jiwa daif jiwa ini telah lama kehausan jiwa ini telah lama diabaikan dalam pondok usang hampir reban jiwa ini dambakan kebenaran jiwa ini dambakan keikhlasan jiwa ini rindukan kedamaian, ketenangan... 4:25am, B24 UNIMAS, 10/1/04

fantasi

di sini berdirinya seorang insan bergelar manusia punya arah dan impian namun tiada kemudi kerananya dia tidak punya kudrat untuk mengemudi disebabkan dirinya dinakhodai kelemahannya sendiri... di sana pula... seorang lagi insan seolah-olah mengharapkan adanya sinar mengharap cahayanya memberi kesempatan padanya untuk membetulkan kesilapan silam... tapi... adakah harapannya tinggal harapan semata?? atau fantasi??? 5:16am, unit 16, 15/2/00

~~holiday~~

i will be away...in kuching...just to relax my tousled up mind & emotions :) pls do not miss me... i'll be back with more materials (hopefully)

Apa dia

Apa dia sampai kapan dia harus termenung sampai kapan harus dia terus merenung sampai kapan perlu dia sedar sampai kapan perlu dia ingat sampai kapan harus dia peduli sampai kapan... sesungguhnya Dia tidak akan memberi petunjuk kepada mereka melainkan mereka sendiri berusaha mengubah keadaan mereka dia masih di situ, menanti apa yang dia nantikan apa yang dia cari apa yang dia tahu? dia tunggu rahmat, dia cari petunjuk dia minta simpati tetapi dia tidak tahu apa-apa...

English Poetry

dillusion/illusion/confusion frm a v.tired person (grin, grin) so far away... yet i see you, i feel you you are there... but you never see me, feel me but you are there... only for me to realize i'm insecure only for me to realize there's no cure only for me to realize i'm bare.... or is it... is it you who realized you're bare is it you who realized you've got no cure you who you realized you're insecure? why did you make me go through all this why did you make me the way i am why did you hate me why...? it'll soon heal, the wound in me or will it?

Puisi Melayu

Metamorfosis *nota: saya tahu sajak ini dah dikategorikan dalam arkib sajak anjungcafe & communityzero.com/penyair, tapi saya nak tengok betapa baik/buruknya sajak ciptaan saya ini. kritikan membina anda amat saya hargai -Nhams-* Kadangkala manusia itu sendiri bertanya... Mengapakah ia dilahirkan ke dunia tujuannya menjalani kehidupan dan penghidupan... Namun ada kalanya ia sendiri alpa lalu tidak mengenal dirinya siapa Hanyut dalam kalut kemelut kota Lemas dalam noda dan dosa Ia tersedar lalu menangis Tapi ia telah terlewat Ia berlalu sebagai manusia leka Pergi meninggalkan sisa yang tiada ertinya melangkah dalam keberatan dan kesangsian Hinggalah ia mempelajari sesuatu yang baru tapi...sampai bilakah ia harus terus berpura-pura Hakikatnya jelas tiada selindung mahupun mendung Adakah ia benar-benar sedar bahwasanya ia hidup itu hanya sementara atau untuk berbakti? Ia terus berfikir lalu bermusafir Mencari harga diri yang telah hilang Memahami kehidupan serba fana ini Ia memerhati

welcome!

hi! this blog is solely for u ppl out there who feels like letting ur creative juices flow in poetry. hah! betcha didn't knw i'm into poetry eh? it's ok..i don't pinnalize anyone :D rules? simple rules applied: anyone can post their piece & comment on others' piece. language used in poetry? ANYTHING also can! (i'm serious!!) i just 1 all of u 2 enjoy & let urselves release whtever feelings, frustrations etc. in ur piece. wht r u ppl waitin 4? start posting 'em poems! blog ini khusus untuk sdr/i meluahkan segala isi hati, perasaan & pandangan anda menerusi puisi. sesiapa saja boleh menyiarkn karya mrk & juga mrk boleh memberi pendapat mmbina terhadap karya org lain. siarkn karya emas anda!